January 21, 2023
Back to the Land where I first began
Mama nursing me, Daddy holding my hand
Showing me the promise
Teaching the land
Giving me instructions they learned from the place that they began
Back to the Land
where my people dwell
To the ones I have buried and said my farewells
Back to the place where their silhouettes stand-
strong in my memory of them working the land
Back to the land of unmarked graves
Both Indian and Slaves
Where I think upon the tragedy and the darkness of those days
Back to the Land where they made their home taken by greed and evil alone.
Back to the Land where I know it’s form
Much like my own- through the gentle and storm
It’s bends and curves;
It’s weak places and strong
The sound of the bluebirds singing along
The evening and night
The valley and hills
And The lines that I know are drawn in my grandfather’s will.
Back to the Land where some dreams died;
Tractor tombstones
Pollution in the sky
The fields crying out- to fast; no more, breathing dust and fatigue from a farming store
Back to the Land where food should grow slow
Self- sustaining-
Not money draining
Not hurried or oversold
Back to the Land where vegetables wear dirt and taste deeper and richer and more connected to the earth
Back to the Land that has stood the test of times
Times of my grandfather
and his father
and his lineage down the line.
Back to the land where the future is unclear
But I can see a glimpse of my children running in their ancestor’s field
Back to the Land to one day Reclaim, ReStore, Redeem some of that shame
Back to the Land that once birthed me to start a new beginning and change its history.